Saturday, July 18, 2009

You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

Slience, but never Silent

Many said I camouflaged it well
Only after discovering
my silent suffering
Silent but never silenced enough
The silent suffering I endured
Alone, leaving what appeared
Silent to be well known within me
Silent and hidden
Silent but not silent enough
The pain exists deep down within me
Silent, never silent I think not
A heart that weeps
Silently weeping in the dark
Hoping no one sees me
Silent, Never
Stomped on, used as a sponge, broken, tugged on, and jerked at
A heart, I do have
And treated as if I have none
A heart that’s far beyond repair
Silent, this is the hearts only way
To cry out
Silent, I think not
Silent, they said I camouflaged it well
My suffering well hidden but
Silent never,
It cries out
Help
But no one seems to hear or see
Only the ones that some how saw
The silent suffering
Silent but never within me
Silent, can’t you see
This is my heart speaking
Help me
Silent, never silence
Silent, I’m suffering

Birthday :P

It was my birthday yesterday! we went to the aquarium, the V&A waterfront, the harbour and more :) we saw a frog exhibit ( cute! ) and the sunset was the most beautiful you have ever seen. will upload photos soon :) peace! x x best birthday ever :)

Kick Ass Heavy Metal Bands

A-ha, Angra, Aquaria, Astral doors, Avantasia, Blind guardian, Dark moor, Dio, Dragonforce, Dreamtale, Edguy, Excalion, Fairyland, Freedom call, Galneryus, Gamma ray, Hammerfall, Harry chapin, Helloween, In flames, Iron maiden, Kamelot, Keldian, Kiuas, Kotipelto, Manowar, Metal church, Metallica, Nocturnal rites, Perpetual groove, Power quest, Rhapsody of fire, Royal hunt, Running wild, Savage circus, Sabaton, Scorpions, Soilwork, Social distortion, Sonata arctica, Steel attack, Stratovarius, Symphony x, Therion, Thunderstone, Triumph, Turisas, Twilightning, Van halen, Vision divine, Wuthering heights.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Dresses I would wear..

























































These are the dresses I would wear.

























(Too bad they're all the way in America..)











Happy Birthday Aimee <3

AIMEE <3 thirteen ="]" ily ="]">

Monday, June 29, 2009

The Power Of One Word

Dream. What does this word mean to you?

Love. Passion. Inspiration. Music. Career. Forever.

It's different for everybody I guess. But until you've actually been there, the power of one word, is amazing. It can change the mood completely. And that's the bad part.

It's so funny when you hear a song on the radio about love or break-up and you're like OMG i can so relate to that.. That's because everyone can. The power of one word. Wow. Yes. No. Maybe.

Such simple words.. Think about it for once.. Just think.. How many people think of it. The whole tiime.. Yeh, quite scary =]

So next time, think about how that one word can effect people around you. THINK ABOUT IT. THINK. THINK.. WHAT DOES THE WORD THINK MEAN TO YOU. THINK =P

Love Game

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

I wanna kiss you
But if I do then I might miss you, babe
It's complicated and stupid
Got my ass squeezed by sexy cupid
Guess he wants to play, wants to play
A love game, a love game

Hold me and love me
Just want touch you for a minute
Maybe three seconds is enough
For my heart to quit it

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much just bust that kick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in that game?
Dans le love game

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in that game?
Dans le love game

I'm on a mission
And it involves some heavy touching, yeah
You've indicated you're interest
I'm educated in sex, yes
Now I want it bad, want it bad
A love game, a love game

Hold me and love me
Just want touch you for a minute
Maybe three seconds is enough
For my heart to quit it

Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick
Don't think too much just bust that kick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game

I can see you staring there from across the block
With a smile on your mouth and your hand on your (huh!)
The story of us, it always starts the same
With a boy and a girl and a (huh!) and a game

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game

Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game?
Dans le love game

[ Memory ]









It's been raining, everyday.



I listened to the drops falling, and willed them to wash away the hurt of memory.

ForGotTeN AnGeL ♥


Sunday, June 28, 2009

Weird Words of the Day - A B C style =] pArt 1

A is not for Apple! A is for Autohagiography. Writing about oneself in an adulatory way. Autohagiography has the same relationship to autobiography as a publicist’s puffery has to objective truth.

B is for Bafflegab. (lol) Incomprehensible or pretentious verbiage.
"Gobbledegook is mouth-filling, but it lacks the punch of bafflegab. The inventor of that one deserves an award."

C is for Cataglottism. French kissing, kissing with the tongue.

D is for Droogish. Relating to the nature or attitudes of a member of a street gang.

E is for Emmet and Grockle. A tourist, especially in Cornwall and Devon.

F is for Flibbertigibbet. A frivolous, flighty, or excessively talkative person.

G is for Gossypiboma. A surgical sponge left within a patient after an operation.

H is for Honorificabilitudinitatibus. (*_*) With honor. (rofl)

Lol Cat Photo of The Day - Staring Contest


Wildlife Photo


Destined - Ridge Cahill

The sky sets forth its intent, as I set forth my own.
We meet in the middle, awash in light and turmoil.
The clouds cry their side, as I scream mine!
The cool water sits quietly and waits to capture the fallout of our angst.
Hope is my conflicted fist!
I punch a hole in the angry sky to elevate the inner turmoil that defines me; breaks me, enlightens me!
A collective cry we both scream, ‘tis our destiny to wither among the cumulus.
‘Tis our collective destiny.

Quote of The Day

Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away.
- Philip K. Dick

Photo of the Day - Laugh


My Birthday =]


439 hours : 05minutes : 45seconds away.. =]



Fall To Pieces ♥

I looked away
then I looked back at you,
You tried to say
the things that you can't undo,
If I had my way
I'd never get over you,
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through.

Make it through the fall,
Make it through it all.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.
When I come undone
you bring me back again.
Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

Wanna know who you are,
Wanna know where to start,
I wanna know what this means.

Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real.
I wanna know everything Everything!

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
and I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you,
'Cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you,
I'm in love with you

<< drink mi beer n smoke mii weed, mii gud friends is all i need, pass out at 3, wake up at 10, go out to eat the do it agen >>

>>> words from - I love college - Asher Roth <<<

That party last night was awfully crazy I wished we taped it










Drink my beer and smoke my weed, my good friends is all I need



Time isn't wasted when you're getting wasted











Sip Banker's Club and drink Miller Lite

Man I love College ay! And I love drinking ay! Man I love woman Ay! Man I love college!

Saturday, June 27, 2009

♥ Michael Joseph Jackson ♥ Legend ♥ R.I.P

Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009) American recording artist, entertainer and businessman. Seventh child of the Jackson family, made his debut onto the professional music scene at 11 as a member of The Jackson 5 in 1969, later began a solo career in 1971. The "King of Pop" in subsequent years, his 1982 album Thriller remains the world's best-selling record of all time and four of his other solo studio albums are among the world's best-selling records: Off the Wall (1979), Bad (1987), Dangerous (1991) and HIStory (1995).


In early 1980s, he became a dominant figure in popular music and the first African American entertainer to amass a strong crossover following on MTV. The popularity of his music videos airing on MTV, such as Beat It, Billie Jean and Thriller helped bring the relatively new channel to fame. Videos Black or White and Scream made Jackson an enduring staple on MTV in the 1990s. With stage performances and music videos, Jackson popularized a number of physically complicated dance techniques, such as the robot and the moonwalk. His distinctive musical sound and vocal style influenced many hip hop, pop and contemporary R&B artists.
Jackson donated and raised millions of dollars for beneficial causes through his foundations, charity singles, and support of 39 charities. Other aspects of his personal life, including his often changing appearances and eccentric behavior, generated significant controversy which damaged his public image. Though he was accused of child sexual abuse in 1993, the criminal investigation was closed due to lack of evidence and Jackson was not charged. The singer had experienced health concerns since the early 1990s and conflicting reports regarding the state of his finances since the late 1990s. Jackson married twice and fathered three children, all of which caused further controversy. In 2005, Jackson was tried and acquitted of further sexual abuse allegations and several other charges.
Los Angeles - Police have reportedly "seized bags" of prescription drugs from Michael Jackson's home. Former Jackson family lawyer Brian Oxman claims officers have searched the Beverly Hills property Michael Jackson - who died of a suspected cardiac arrest on Thursday - rented, and took away various items. He told Life and Style magazine: "Police seized bags of material from his house. They were looking for drug vials and syringes. I don't know if they found syringes, but there would have been a lot of drug vials."

Oxman has previously claimed the 50-year-old singer's death was due to the pressure he was under ahead of his "This Is It" tour in London, claiming he had resorted to taking a cocktail of prescription drugs to ensure he was fit enough to perform. The lawyer now says he will be willing to give vital information to the police concerning Jackson's alleged use of prescription medication - he is believed to have been using several medications including painkiller Demerol - if an autopsy finds it played a role in his death.

Toxicology report

Oxman said: "I did warn him about the drugs, but I am sorry I didn't warn him enough. I am going to wait until I get the toxicology report, and if his death has something to do with drugs, I am prepared to name names of doctors who prescribed them." The Los Angeles Police Department (LAPD) has confiscated a BMW car from Jackson's property and is looking for the doctor who lived at the star's home. The autopsy was carried out by Dr Lakshmanan Sathyavagiswaran in Los Angeles on Friday. The coroner said that there was no evidence of foul play and that the final cause of death on Jackson would be deferred until the results of toxicology tests, were known, the AFP reported.Results of toxicology tests could take up to eight weeks. It is alleged Jackson's family were so concerned with his use of prescription drugs they confronted him in 2006. Family interventionReferring to several of Michael's siblings, a source told People magazine: "The family believes Michael is addicted. There was an intervention in Las Vegas. Janet was on the phone, but Randy, Jackie and Rebbie were there in person. "Michael got pissed off. He said he wasn't on drugs. But they didn't believe him." At the time of the intervention, another source close to the family insisted an aide of Michael's was giving him the medication. The insider said: "The aide has contacts wherever they are. Michael takes straight morphine, Demerol and opiates like Oxycontin. He also takes Valium and Xanax."

One of the few artists to have been inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame twice, his other achievements include multiple Guinness World Records—including one for "Most Successful Entertainer of All Time"—13 Grammy Awards, 13 number one singles in his solo career, and the sale of 750 million records worldwide. Jackson's highly publicized personal life, coupled with his successful career, made him a part of popular culture for almost four decades. Michael Jackson died on June 25, 2009, aged 50. The specific cause of death has yet to be determined. Before his death, Jackson had announced a 50-date sell-out This Is It comeback tour, in London, England.

♥ MICHAEL JACKSON IS AND WAS A LEGEND. ♥ WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. ♥ R.I.P

HoLiDaYs =]


Holidays has never looked so good! Parties, Beach, Friends.. What could be more fun then rushing through shops and chilling with friends? Nothing! Don't be a loser, pull out your hair, put on that dress and start dancing! =] peAce & LoVe Dude! HaPpy HoLiDaYs =] <3>

SimPle PlAn =] - i cAn wAit FoReveR <3

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Photographs..


Everyday more and more photos are being taken, but no one really gets to see the kind of photos in my life [ trust me, it's not as boring as it sounds ] The photos here are my favourite ones, wherever I go, the best way to capture it.. is to take a photograph = ]













































































































Blah..

Gosh! It's nearly July and I have about 10 posts for June.. Woah. Anyway, anything interesting going on this week.. uhm, not really.. = ] except for holidays on Thursday! Can't wait = ]

Job Shadowing Project - Monday & Tuesday
Normal School - Wednesday
Last Day of Term 2 - Thursday
Friends - Friday & Saturday & Sunday

Cant wait to get through this week = ] Amped!! x x x x

Thursday, June 18, 2009

update!




Exams are nearly over.. *YAY* truth be told though, it was easier than expected! holidays in a week cant wait! we've got awesome weather.. pssh.. thought it was winter.. guess the weather doesn't agree.. Life could be a whole lot better then it is, but still putting my best foot forward! Good luck to everyone for whatever they're going through = ] Love & Peace! <3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfajJkW8s8epNkALczDdHnUS4bY8LpmPvVqSUg3Y-GNXWqUabe8LTYewo1J_hX36jEmV4OmpV4EU02Jpf2KH8RV3FA33vujYfSFXBzmAa1ZRyS00ZuEJZCKyKYEePR4uMHHwGPC-0EZo3L/s1600-h/DSC02084.JPG">


>> photos of me and cara at school.. that was a good day = ] <<

the leaving song - AFI

Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change,"
walk away again.
Turned away in disgrace,
felt the chill upon my face cooling from within.

Hard to notice gleaming from the sky,
when you're staring at the cracks.
Hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered.

You... walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change,"
walk away again.

All the cracks, they lead right to me,
and all the cracks will crawl right through me.
All the cracks, they lead right to me,
and all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart.

As I... walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change,"
walk away again,
Turned away in disgrace,
felt the chill upon my face cooling from within

Prom Dresses



















Looking for that "perfect prom-dress" anyone? Well, it's not going to hurt anyone, we might aswell have a look at the prom



dresses of 2009 =P



<<>> I love the pink one!! Stunning dresses dont you think? = ]













Sunday, June 14, 2009

Happy Father's Day <3


You know... fathers just have a way of putting everything together. - Erika Cosby
He didn't tell me how to live; he lived, and let me watch him do it. - Clarence Budington Kelland

Quote of The Day

Life's a beach! So avoid the bird sh*t, poke it with an umbrella and throw a towel over it.

Song of the Day


Sunday bloody Sunday - Paramore




[ band that played in Twilight ]

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Vampire vs. Werewolf






















So this has gone on for too long. Edward Cullen - Vampire! Jacob Black - Werewolf! Which one? Look At The Photos.. You decide [ J.B <3>

Friday, June 5, 2009

Faill Into You.. [ song of the week ]

Fall Into You
David Hodges feat. Amy Lee

Seems so far
That i have gone down this road
Only to find that it ends
But lookin' back
There is one thing that I know
I can't make it all alone again

'Cause im too weak to stand on my own
But all I need is you

[Chorus]
So lead me
Guide me
Hold me
Hide me in love
With all that you are
And all that you do

Hear me
Take me
Mold me
Break me, oh God
Just fill all of me
As i fall Into you

Just catch me as I fall
But all this time
I have felt so alone
Losing myself in my despair
With loving arms
You were waiting for me to let go
With every step
You were there

'Cause I'm too weak to stand on my own
When all i need is you

(chorus)

Oh my child
How i have longed
For you to come home
To where you belong
All of your life
If you could just see
All of my joy
When you are here with me (X2)

Hear me Take me
Mold me
Break me, oh god
Just fill all of me
As I fall into you

Quote of tHAA day.. <3

"I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you." - Colin Raye

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Faith Like Rainbows..











Keep the faith. It's gotta be there.. Through everything.. =]



















On the road to insanity.. we aren't coming back.. <3>















Never Forget it's

beauty..




Have faith like rainbows. Look up into the sky.. and smile. =] Everything in life is Unpredictable, get used to it.
Live like there's no tomorrow, Laugh at every chance you get, Love everyone you meet and Learn from your mistakes. Love Laugh Learn, Life. <3>