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B**** Song.. =O

Ohh....! My dad,, he's a b****,, he's a big fat b**** he's the biggest b**** in the whole wide world who never was a b**** who has a b**** to b**** at all the boys and girls...

My Freaks and I...!

My freaks and I
We Gonna Rock the World

We Gonna Be the Ones
To Control

My freaks and I
Theres a bit More then 5

We Cooler then You
We Make You drool

< wHaT HaPpEnEd To mE >

i used to be / your everything / now im just a girl / inside your world / what happened to my meaning / what happened to me / the darkness took over / what happened to the light/everythings cold / you never knew what it felt / to be me / what happened to me.

< wHaTeVeR >

thought you cared / i guess i was wrong / i cant believe you didnt tell me / you just did whatever / so amped that he knew you / i was the one crying / not you / you dont know what its like / to be the one / that everything happens to / the one when you're upset/no one really cares / but whatever

< uNtitLeD >

i guess i never thought about what you were gonna think / when i told you the news today / i guess i only thought about myself / now i've just got this to say / i never thought / a guy like you / would ever be like that / i never thought / you could do / the things you did today/and now i know/how you are / how you act / whatever right? / it meant something to you..

Just another girl...

If you're wondering why this site's address is www.want-to-be-emo.blogspot.com and "Just another girl pretending to be one of them" My friends think its because I can get really depressed sometimes. That's not really the reason. I can't say the reason without it sounded like a soap opara, or a song that needs to be written. If it sounds like it, then now you know why. Thats almost half of the reason. Sometimes I feel no one understands me, they're just pretending to be there for me. I want to scream at them, because all of their sympathy is fake. I want to runaway, just to see who will come after me. I want to go to sleep and never wake up. I want to put away my life for just a while, and I dont want any problems in my life. To everyone else, I'm just another girl pretending to be someone else. Pretending to be one of them. Pretending I have a perfect life, but inside I'm dying. They really dont understand, that I don't want them to feel sorry for me, I want them to understand me. When they walk out of my life, it's because they can't handle the fact that I'm like this. I'm not an average person. I have different things to accomplish then they do. But to them, I'm just another girl...