*SiGh*

its almost as if it was never meant to be, you and me. never see each other left without everytime. i dont know what to do anymore i dont know how to handle it. i dont know why im risking this, its not even worth it. i know you maybe love me, maybe i love you. but this is never gonna work. im crying at the thought of missing you for five weeks. why did i agree to this, i didnt even know. i was never gonna see you again. just online. i cant help it but now its not like every other time. every other way. i want it my way. i want it with you.